Life is still beautiful!


Looking back @ 2012

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A year with much sweet as sour…
A lot of lessons, mistakes, tears which are covered by happy smiles…
My engagement – one of the highlights…Now I know we will always be together…
When my son got his final results – meaning he got the papers – finally his Bsc Degree….

a Very painful situation when I realised that the girl he loves…is not my choice for him…
But slowly I come to closure with the situation that I have to accept her if I don’t want to lose my son…
This keep me on my knees….close to God at this stage…

My wishes for 2013 are that we all experience only good!!!
No pain…no sorrow or sadness…!!

Perhaps that is not possible…but I want this for everyone reading this…including myself…!

Thank you everyone who are following me for many years…or months…;-)
I’m always so super excited to approve a comment…yea ….yea!!

So with this…I’m glad to say GOOD- BYE to 2012, and a very welcome to 2013!!

Now I know…


Now I know…..

People don’t have to tell me….

I can feel it!…..

Paths to the unknown


I’m just deeply lost in my own world of emotions…

Think I’m on the wrong planet

I must fulfill my lifelong vow

To the voices in my head…

Faith in the future

Paths to the unknown

Hope for more….

Emotions without a purpose

Inside my head

Is the space here to be found

If only me?

But whose face?

Life without a voice

Lost in my mind…

Lost no more….

Paths to the unknown….

For my Daddy

Daddy, do you realize how much you mean to us?
You give of yourself so many times without expecting anything back.
Whenever I am in need, you always right there.
I just want you to remember
What a wonderful Daddy you are to the 4 of us.
And to your Grandchildren!
I am very thankful for who you are!
As I realize it is the only way you could be.
And I thank you
For being the one of the greatest Dads in the world in today!.

A Lifestyle out of Control



“Hectic Life”


Hell can catch you
Every time you take a breath
Catastrophic results could follow from everywhere
Over and over again
Instantly you get caught in the act
Calling out a Hectic Lifestyle


Hectic moments in life
Engorged your busy mind, spoil your vision on reality
Constant sorrow…follows
Insanity starts stepping in my busy mind
Calling out in vain to Everyone who wants to listen


Busy Schedules standing there
Each day for me
Crippled at heart crying out
Taking its toll on my health, mind and soul
Infinite dreams every night for years now
Caught within myself…



It was not easy 2 raise me….


I know I haven’t been an easy child,
also not always easy now…
But love for you lies underneath my wings;
There is no way I could be tame from my wild side
I need sometimes to shout and wave my arms in style….
You’re the wall I need to test my height,my strength
The chain I hammer at with all my might,
Even though you have increased its length.
It’s tough, I know, to be MY Mum
To raised me when I was in my teens…
When I was a real rebel, and believe I had all the wisdom…
I had to play at once good cop and bad,and still do…
But learn from every experience…
And give me grief at the end of every call or during every visit….
But love against the odds is stronger still:
I need your fierce, proud love, and always will……

Rude People


Why can’t people keep their rude comments to themselves?

If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all!!

For You



  Dream what u want to dream,


Go where u want to go,

Be what you want to be,
Because u have only one life,
and one change to do all the
things u want to do...





This is the way I want to live


The Amish teach their children from childhood JOY stands for JESUS FIRST, OTHERS IN BETWEEN


I really start to admire these people .. Is this not how we’re supposed to live.?

They are regularly reminded that the “I” in “PRIDE” actually means, obedience and humility and simplicity to pursue!

It is, as if they, were doing things so quietly with their heart and soul….

I came across this children poem and want to share this

“I must be a Christian child,

Gentle, patient, meek and mild,

Must be honest, simple, true,

I must cheerfully obey,

Giving up my will and way….”

I’m really considering moving to Pennsylvania, “Lancaster Country”….

After my son finished his studies….Will love the simple things in Life..

Letter 2 a Teacher



He will have to learn,
I know,that all men are not true. But teach him also that for every scoundre
there is a hero;that for every
selfish Politician,there is a
dedicated leader…Teach him
for every enemy
there is a friend, Steer him away
from envy, if you can, teach him the secret of quiet laughter.Let him learn early
that the bullies
are the easiest to lick…Teach him, if you can,the wonder of books…But also give him
quiet time to ponder
the eternal mystery
of birds in the sky, bees in the sun, and the flowers
on a green hillside.In the school teach him it is far more honorable
to fail than to cheat…Teach him to have faith in his own ideas, even if everyone tells him they are wrong…Teach him to be gentle with people, and tough with the tough. Try to give my son the strength
not to follow the crowd when everyone is getting
on the band wagon…Teach him to listen
to all men…but teach him also
to filter all he hears on a screen of truth, and take only the good that comes through. Teach him if you can how to laugh
when he is sad…Teach him
there is no shame in tears, Teach him to
at cynics and to beware of too much sweetness…Teach him to sell his brawn and brain to the highest bidders but never to put
a price-tag on his heart and soul. Teach him to close
his ears to a howling mob and to stand and fight if he thinks he’s right. Treat him gently, but do not cuddle him, because only the test of fire makes fine steel. Let him have the courage to be impatient…let him have the patience
to be brave.Teach him always to have sublime
faith in himself, because then he will have sublime faith in mankind. This is a big order, but see what you can do…He is such a fine
little fellow, my son!

From a letter written by Abraham Lincoln to the Headmaster
of a school
in which his son was studying.


You heard what, about who, yesterday?
Are you sure, it really happened that way?

I cannot believe I am hearing this, are you sure it’s them?
Oh, what you mean you never saw for sure?


My Word, does he knows?

I truly cannot believe it is that way

Oh, what, it was written in a mail to him?

Trust me, of course you know you can, I promise I will not even tell anyone

I would never repeat a word you say, you know gossip only starts, that way!!


Halloo all u beautiful people,
With my new job, i’m sure i will be
much more on spaces now..
the past 10 months i spend more time at work
than at home, but things are normal again..
i will try and visit all of u spaces during tmw..
i hope every one had a wonderful easter weekend.




When i look back @ 2009,

i can look back with a happy heart!!

it was a very good year for me!!

My wish 4 every friend here on spaces..

is that 2010 can be a really magical

year to every one!!

i love u all…!!

Red heart

From the 1st of January my space will be closed..

i will only be on facebook, for a while, untill

i have the time to return to spaces…!

By clicking on the batch u can add uself to my friendslist.



(the voice of Joe Dolan)
Yesterday it was 2 years since you passed away….
and i miss u so very much!!
If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say “I love you,”
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I’m sure you’ll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there’s always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.
There will always be another day
To say “I love you,”
And certainly there’s another chance
To say our “Anything I can do?”
But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I’d like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you’re waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You’ll surely regret the day,
That you didn’t take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you’ll always hold them dear
Take time to say “I’m sorry,”
“Please forgive me,” “Thank you,” or “It’s okay.”
And if tomorrow never comes,
You’ll have no regrets about today.
Author Unknown

My loneliness

It is not so cold today 😉
Indeed the sun was shining and I am alone,

Thoughts of life and love,
meaningless to anyone but myself.
I am alone.
They watch me, their eyes not knowing,
knowing nothing of what they see.
I am but another creature, alone.
They scurry on the surface, unaware,
unaware of the life below
when you are alone.Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow,
but a time of solace, of deepness
never to be shared, never to be understood.
They can never reach the place where I am
And I know I will never reach the place where they are.
I know I don’t want to reach that place.
True happiness is here, unmisted.
Unmisted by smiles or laughter,
unmisted by the joys of company.
To find true happiness,
to know if one is truly happy,
he must be happy alone.





His soul was too heavy to live with their blames and cutting edgy words and news..
He never wanted to be misunderstood by any of his fans..
He swallowed his pain turning to illneses that harmed him..
He harmed none,
they harmed him and he harmed himself with sorrow..MJ Grace Forever ♥

He always had the heart of a 5 year old child..
In his world there were no dirt or hate..
In his world there was childish love
unconditional and without boundaries..
So people of real world ,people of war or hate never understood him,
always judged with their dirty proint of view..
With their dirty minds…


But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I’m Only HumanEveryone’s Taking Control Of Me
Seems That The World’s
Got A Role For Me
I’m So Confused
Will You Show To Me
You’ll Be There For Me
And Care Enough To Bear Me …

The King of Pop…will be missed
by his fans… ;-(


What Is a Mother?
A mother can be almost any size or any age,
but she won’t admit to anything over thirty.
A mother has soft hands and smells good.
A mother likes new dresses,
 a clean house,
her children’s kisses,
an automatic washer and daddy.
A mother doesn’t like having her children sick,
 muddy feet,
 temper tantrums,
 loud noises or bad report cards.
A mother can read a thermometer
(much to the amazement of Daddy),
and like magic,
can kiss a hurt away.
A mother can bake good cakes and pies,
 but likes to see her children eat vegetables.
A mother can stuff a fat baby into a snowsuit in seconds,
and can kiss sad little faces and make them smile.
A mother is underpaid,
has long hours and gets very little rest.
A mother worries too much about her children
but she says she doesn’t mind at all
 And no matter how old her children are,
 she still likes to think of them as her little babies.
A mother is the guardian angel of the family,
 the queen,
 the tender hand of love.
A mother is the best friend anyone ever had.
A mother is love.
 At the wondrous moment you were born,
as you took your first breath,
great celebration was held in heaven
and twelve magnificent gifts were
granted to you.
The first gift is STRENGTH.
 May you remember to call upon it whenever
you need it.
The second gift is BEAUTY.
 May your deeds reflect its depth.
The third gift is COURAGE.
May you speak and act with confidence and
use courage to follow your own path.
The fourth gift is COMPASSION.
 May you be gentle with yourself and others.
 May you forgive those who hurt you
and yourself when you make
The fifth gift is HOPE.
 Through each passage and season,
 may you trust
the goodness of life.
The sixth gift is JOY.
 May it keep your heart open
and filled with light.
The seventh gift is TALENT.
 May you discover your own special
abilities and contribute them toward a better world.
The eighth gift is IMAGINATION.
 May it nourish your visions and dreams.
The ninth gift is REVERENCE.
 May you appreciate the wonder that you
are and the miracle of all creation.
The tenth gift is WISDOM.
Guiding your way, wisdom will lead you
through knowledge to understanding.
 May you hear its soft voice.
The eleventh gift is LOVE.
It will grow each time you give it away.
The twelvth gift is Faith.
 May you believe and grow in your faith. 






 Things @ work aren’t so easy @ the moment…
They put me in a new position,
but the problem is, the girl is going on a
disciplinary,some time next week.
She is really going out of her way
to make things difficult for me in every way.
I will never show that @ work…LOL…
Pls keep me in u thoughts..


My son started with his second semester tests,
@ the moment he is busy writing Maths,
and next week a lot of tests…
His exams starts on the 20th of May.,
Pls say a pray 4 him.


We have a very short week…
and i can’t wait 4 that…;-)


Will visit all u spaces over the weekend…!



“One kind word can warm three winter months.”

–   Japanese proverb DVDR14 Pictures, Images and Photos


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 a lingering season,

 is a time to gather golden moments,

 embark upon a sentimental journey,



and enjoy every idle hour. “

–   John Boswell

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It’s freezing cold since yesterday…

Think our winter is here…;-(

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 My son started university
on the 15th of January this year..
after just more than 10 wks…
this is how his shoes are looking…
and the shoes we bought were
not cheap at all….LOL..
Now just imagine how much
walking is he doing…??
I really take my hat of for him…!!