Life is still beautiful!

I’M JUST TIRED


 
 Not on a “pity-pot,” nor ranting or venting… I”m just tired   I’m tired of being misunderstood,                nerves are shot,                weak – like old wood.   I’m tired of trying to make things right,                i give up – I surrender,                no will to fight.
  I’m tired of seeing others in pain,                raises frustration,                drives me insane.
  I’m tired of all the crying,
              
               nothing left inside.                  I’m tired of being “strong,”                i’m weak, i’m fragile,                its gone on way to long.
  I don’t know what else to say,               i’m hoping, i’m dreaming,               i’m begging, i’m pleading,               please, take this feeling away.    Right now… I’m just tired…  

16 responses

  1. Pau

    I know the feeling darling…but you will snap out of it and you will be stronger for it, I promise…it took me a long time but I did it and it’s still hard at times…hang in there sweety ok…love you you know that. xx

    February 9, 2009 at 16:32

  2. Hope

    sending some very soft hugs your way.this to will pass sweet heart.. until then I will light a candle for you.and keep you ever so close in prayer..love yaHope

    February 9, 2009 at 16:43

  3. freckles

    <big hugs> hope you start to feel a little better soon~x~

    February 9, 2009 at 16:44

  4. Lady Flower Power

    Dear Ilse,I also know all this feelings, tired of everything the fight against pain. But I still learn to see all the beautiful little things around me, the people who loves me, my friendships, they make me strong to fight harder and harder.And each time when I feel tired again, I cry a lot, but still I think I must fight against it and think at my family and friends, the people who loves me I should go how hard this is.I wish you much strengt to, I love you very much and we know eachother only from the internet, but You`r a lovely friend who touches my heart, You`r always on my mind.Lots of love and big hugs, Riaxxx

    February 9, 2009 at 16:58

  5. Al's

    Ilse,I’m sorry you are feeling this, just know that you are not alone and that You are in my thoughts each day. Sometimes life gets so very overwhelming, but in time all hurts heal.Love u always,Al

    February 9, 2009 at 18:37

  6. Sininen

    Please, do have a rest.. just rest. Will pray for you, will send you some Light, you know I do those things dear <3<3<3 Light and Love will reach you even you were in the moon. Hugs…

    February 9, 2009 at 18:41

  7. Purple

    we both know who can comfort you,we know who can give you the rest you need,not just a nap, or even a long night until noon,that’s not what you need,if you’re asking me,you need the rest of someone u love deeply,his arms around you that give you the rest you r begging for,so sorry sweet sissy he’s not here anymore,but you know,one day every tear in your eyes with be a tear of joy,coz you both will be together for eternityhope u feel better with this,mega kiss and hug…….xxxxxxxxxpraying 4 uGBY…………xxxxxxxxxxx

    February 9, 2009 at 19:37

  8. Romeo

    Just take each day as it comes Ilse……….all I can do is send you loveI know how your feeling…….we get days like that.New AlphabetA is for apple, and B is for boat,That used to be right, but now it won’t float!Age before beauty is what we once said,But let’s be a bit more realistic instead.NowThe Alphabet about meA’s for arthritis;B’s the bad back,C’s the chest pains,perhaps car-d-iac?D is for dental decay and decline,E is for eyesight, can’t read that top line!F is for fissures and fluid retention,G is for gas which I’d rather not mention.H is high blood pressure–I’d rather it low;I for incisions with scars you can show.J is for joints, out of socket, won’t mend,K is for knees that crack when they bend.L’s for libido, what happened to sex?M is for memory, I forget what comes next.N is neuralgia, in nerves way down low;O is for osteo, bones that don’t grow!P for prescriptions, I have quite a few,just give me a pill and I’ll be good as new!Q is for queasy, is it fatal or flu?R is for reflux, one meal turns to two.S is for sleepless nights, counting my fears,T is for Tinnitus; bells in my ears!U is for urinary; troubles with flow;V for vertigo, that’s ‘dizzy,’ you know W for worry, NOW what’s going ’round?X is for X ray, and what might be found.Y for another year I’m left here behind,Z is for zest I still have– in my mind.I’ve survived all the symptoms, my body’s deployed, andI’m keeping twenty-six doctors fully employed!!!lots of love ~R~

    February 9, 2009 at 21:10

  9. Angel eyes

    i understand dear and treasure you always angel eyes

    February 9, 2009 at 22:40

  10. Debbie

    I care about you Ilse. I hope you’re getting your rest. Please know that you’re in my thought and prayers. Hugs, Deb xx

    February 10, 2009 at 03:26

  11. Joe

    Sorry to hear things are getting you down my friend, I know that these times come for all of us one time or another. Just remember that casting our cares on Him is one of the best things we can ever do. We can’t be God nor can we fix it all. Blessings to you my dear friend, you’re never alone nor without hope or God in this world.

    February 10, 2009 at 06:52

  12. Silent

    Hello my friend.I see you are tired, and I know how you feel. But yet you find the time to send me a beautifull picture and lovely words. In the picture you chose, there was butterflies, and your words were about butterflies.Butterflies who stand for reserection and new beginnings.So I will send your way, all the butterflies you need. Until you have enough to make your own new beginning. I will be thinking about you, and send you my best wishes with every butterfly.If I can do anything else to make you feel a little bit better, please let me know.You are in my thoughts and prairs.Long, warm hugfrom your friend~Silent Island~

    February 10, 2009 at 17:05

  13. T

    I am too Ilse. Many people who care are. But it’s always tomorrow, there is always hope, there is always will. Tiredness will go away. You’ll get your strength, hope and dreams back. You are easy to love too. Thank you for being my friend. You are precious.Hug,T

    February 11, 2009 at 18:18

  14. Pau

    Hi darling, I feel the same way you do right now, been neglecting my visits, and much more…just want to wish you a great weekend and a Happy Valentine’s to you…just take care of yourself darling ok…xxlove you, Paulinehttp://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u231/foreveryoung60/Saying%20and%20french/hfhrt.jpg

    February 13, 2009 at 15:13

  15. Romeo

    Happy Valentine’s……. , . – . – , _ , …………….. ) ` – . .> ‘ `( …………….. / . . . .`\ . . \ ……………. |. . . . . |. . .| ……………. \ . . . ./ . ./ ……………….. `=(\ /.=` …………………….. `-;`.-‘ ………………………. `)| … , ……………………. || _.-‘| …………………. ,_|| \_,/ ……………… , ….. \|| .’ ………………. |\ |\ ,. ||/ ……………… ,..\` | /|.,|Y\, ……………… ‘-…’-._..\||/ …………………. >_.-`Y| …………………………. ,_|| …………………………. \|| …………………………. || …………………………. || …………………………. |/ ………*♥´¨)¸.-´¸.-♥´¨) ¸.-♥¨)(¸.-´ (¸.-` ♥♥´¨) ♥.-´¯`-.- ♥♥lots of love Robert♥

    February 13, 2009 at 16:37

  16. Happy JAK

    I feel your tiredness and relate to it so perfectly… Cast all your cares on Him [Jesus] for He cares about you and so do I. You are in my prayers! God bless you always. Love and Care! Kerrie xoxo

    February 16, 2009 at 22:37

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