Life is still beautiful!

Spread your wings and let the fairy in you fly!




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My 2018 started on a very upset note…

Fireworks were everywhere, the noise the pollution of our planet and the scared animals.

Devastating pictures of animals who got lost and hurt. Facebook today was cluttered with people who were looking for their dogs and cats. Which were also the owners own fault…KEEP YOUR ANIMALS INDOORS ON THE 31 DECEMBER!! STAY AT HOME to keep them save!!

I’m so very angry – no furious is the correct term here, I’m starting to hate people, everyday more and more. They are the most evil creatures ever!!

We know how to destroy EVERYTHING, including ourselves!!

Seriously think before you buy that CRAP!!


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When God created Women



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I think the day when God created us, He was thinking a lot about this masterpiece of His creation.

Perhaps changed His mind a few times before He started….?!

We are His most beautiful creature He created! Suppose to be…

Eve was also very attractive for the Devil once….that is why he used her…she caught his eye.

Women are not in the right place…(this includes me!)

We are the Bosses! At work, at home…EVERYWHERE! We wants to rule….!

My Bible (yes that old book, which does not fit us anymore) is telling me a different story…!

Women are supposed to:

  1. Mentors: TITUS 2: 4-5

That they may teach the young women to be sober, to love their husbands, to love their children,

To be discreet, chaste, keepers at home, good, obedient to their own husbands, that the word of God be not blasphemed.

  1. Witnesses: 1 PETER 3:

3 Likewise, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands; that, if any obey not the word, they also may without the word be won by the conversation of the wives;

While they behold your chaste conversation coupled with fear.

Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;

But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price.

For after this manner in the old time the holy women also, who trusted in God, adorned themselves, being in subjection unto their own husbands:

Even as Sara obeyed Abraham, calling him lord: whose daughters ye are, as long as ye do well, and are not afraid with any amazement.

Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered.

Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous:

Not rendering evil for evil, or railing for railing: but contrariwise blessing; knowing that ye are thereunto called, that ye should inherit a blessing.

10 For he that will love life, and see good days, let him refrain his tongue from evil, and his lips that they speak no guile:

11 Let him eschew evil, and do good; let him seek peace, and ensue it.

12 For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers: but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil.

13 And who is he that will harm you, if ye be followers of that which is good?

14 But and if ye suffer for righteousness’ sake, happy are ye: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled;

15 But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear:

16 Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.

17 For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing.

18 For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit:

19 By which also he went and preached unto the spirits in prison;

20 Which sometime were disobedient, when once the longsuffering of God waited in the days of Noah, while the ark was a preparing, wherein few, that is, eight souls were saved by water.

21 The like figure whereunto even baptism doth also now save us (not the putting away of the filth of the flesh, but the answer of a good conscience toward God,) by the resurrection of Jesus Christ:

22 Who is gone into heaven, and is on the right hand of God; angels and authorities and powers being made subject unto him.


  1. 3. EXAMPLES: 1 TIMOTHY 3:11

11 Even so must their wives be grave, not slanderers, sober, faithful in all things




God created it this way…First Christ, the man, the woman then the children…This is what is working!

Christ because of His Holiness! And His Love!

The man – His relationship with God must be in such a way…that the woman (wife) can look up to him…not to dominate, but by his LIFE! His Life style, the way he treated everyone and every situation.

Women are the supporters, we are the ones who teach our children to LOVE. To be soft, to be kind!

It’s our duty to teach daughters how to dress!!

My fiancé always says, he doesn’t know where to look anymore, because everywhere you look are

Ladies dresses like street women! And that is so true. No respect for ourselves!


This writing was just something which was on my heart now for a very long time.


If we want to fix our homes! We need to go back to what God has put in place!!

And yes, I’m talking to myself in this post!!






And it was one year

2015-09-27 14 17 32On the 25th of  September we were together for one year…hiyaaaa!! 😉

With a lot of people who thought this will never survived….

He is 18 years younger than me…but it was Love at first sighed…;-)

No regrets…and I know we are going to have an amazing future together…

Just Love him..with my whole Heart

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Sometime I wish


Soms wens ek…

Ek kon almal se seer en swaar in my hande vat en dit wegblaas in die wind…

Soms wens ek…

Ek kon vreugde bring in elke hartjie van n kind…

Soms wens ek…

Ek kan kos op iemand wat swaarkry se tafel sit en n geskenkie gee vir n kind waarvoor hy altyd en so hard voor bid..

Soms wens ek…

Ek kan n verslaafde mens verlos van sy hel en mense van God se liefde en wondere vertel..

Soms wens ek..

Ek kan almal se geloof in die lewe en in God sterker maak…

Soms wens ek..

Ek kan aan almal se lewens raak…

Soms wens ek..

Ek kan n werklose man weer n werk laat kry sodat ek sy hoop in more weer sterker kan kry..

Soms wense ek..

Almal het net geluk geken..

Soms wens ek..

Elke kankerlyer kan sy stryd teen kanker wen..

Ek wens ek kan blindes weer laat sien en n dowe die lewe gee wat hy verdien..

Ek kan maar net bid..

Maar dit is God wat al hierdie dinge in Sy hande hou en dit is Hy wat wil he jul moet Hom met alles vertrou deur te glo en te bid en al jul probleme in Sy hande te sit, want Hy is in beheer.



Sometimes I wish …

I can take everybody’s hurt in my hands and blow it in the wind …

Sometimes I wish …

I could bring joy in every heart of a child …

Sometimes I wish …

I can put food on someone’s table and take away suffering of every child and give what he always pray for and wants ..

Sometimes I wish …

I can freed an addict man from his hell and tell people of God’s love and wonders ..

Sometimes I wish ..

I can have and give all the faith in life and in God’s strength …

Sometimes I wish ..

I can meet everyone’s desires in live …

Sometimes I wish ..

I can let an unemployed man get a job so his got hope for tomorrow..

Sometimes I wish ..

Everyone knew only happiness ..

Sometimes I wish ..

Every cancer patient can win his battle against cancer ..

I wish I could let the blind see, and give the deaf in life what he deserves..

I can only pray ..

But it is God who does all these things and who holds you in His hands. He wants you to trust in Him with Faith and prayers, because He is still in control.


I appreciate the people who makes me smile

With the second death of a close friend in seven months time…
This poem comes to my mind…

“One of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We dream of some magical rose garden over the horizon – instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our window today.” 
Dale Carnegie

I appreciate the ones who makes me smile…


My Son…my Heart!!♡


My Love ♡


His beautiful music!


My Cat♡

For my Valentine




This is a year so full of emotion.. That I don’t know where to start..

A year filled with so much hurt…

But…. I’m one lucky girl…

I freed myself from a very unhappy relationship..!!  Not sure why I hanged around for so long.

People got retrenched @ my work place… The ones who stayed behind are cursed with slavery…

My son went through a terrible time. Was married to a very abusive woman. He is still suffering from this… And feeling that God left him… But God didn’t left and forgot about him..He gave him…his dream job!! image

Many times In my life I wished that I can be a hardless person…(the secret for survival…right??) The harder I try with this one…the less I succeed.

I’m still one of his spoiled children..yes I am!! I’m blessed with a new relationship..o yea!! We love deeply.. We fight with each other… We cry together… We make passionate Love.. And we both now 2015 is going 2b OUR year!! image My wish for everyone reading this is that your Live will be overflowed with much Love…Happiness..Joy…Good Health…and Blessings in Every way in 2015!!

Wrong decisions

Is it an art or a curse
Wrong decisions…
A blessing for something better or a demonic spell…
I reject the ones who beg for my love…
And please the ones who don’t appreciate…
I give the wrong advice…
And you get the ones who have the answer to Everything??
Yet they’d arn’t perfect too…
May wisdom follow me and the ones
Who’s so very close to my heart and soul…


I mourn

I Mourn the earth’s hurt,

I Mourn the hurt of the people I love…

Because with no reason it seems to get more….!?

One of many of God’s Promises


Call to me, and I will answer you, and will show you great things, and difficult, which you don’t know. – Jeremiah 33:3 (WEB)


Unbelieveable but so very true




The sun will shine tomorrow or the day after
The rain will somehow end
This is not only a promise
It’s just the way it is, I know

Bad times never last forever, no no
The tough times they never stay
The heartache and the let down
Will soon go away, I know

In times of deep sadness
The pain is all too real
And it’s hard to believe
That we have to live this, I know

The dark clouds that hang above you and me
Will eventually move on
And the storms that dance around
Will soon be gone, I know

Stay strong and keep in mind
That again, the sun will shine!!
That I know!!

The big shock – Heart bypass surgery

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On Monday night the 13th of January Frans ( my fiance) got severe chest pain,

On Wednesday night the 15th again…then it’s off to the GP.

Some test shown something is wrong with his heart…;-(

The dr sent him for more test…

Monday the 20th he booked in hospital for an Angiogram ( a process that provides your dr with precise information about your heart condition, allow much more individual treatment)

The heart specialist immediately re comment a heart bypass – in Frans case they need to bypass 5 of the 6 arteries to his heart..;-~(

The purpose of the ” bypass” operation is to supply blood to the part of the heart, which does not have an adequate blood supply – quoted from Cardio rehabilition of Wilgers Hospital

(a Heart bypass operation can last anything from 5 hours and more…Frans was in theatre for hours I can’t remember..)

They “harvest” veins from your legs and then use it to replace the “faulty” ones to your heart.

An incision was made in his breastbone in order to attach the grafts, the heart is stopped and placed on a bypass pump..)

He had so many drains in his body…drips that I stopped counting.

This is a very high risk procedure…and people said worth at the end.

In Frans case the main reason for his blocked arteries was SMOKING – also the biggest cause of heart disease.

There are other reasons for this condition as well: Hypertension, high blood cholesterol, Overweight, Lack of exercise and of course

the word stress.

We have a healthy life style…he is fit and very active…yes there is stress..but still not the main reason for his.

He is in his second week of recovery and is on a 8 week recovery program.

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The queen in this house hold

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Her name is “Zoey” means  “Life” in Greek.

The Urban dictionary describes her name as “Sweat Heart”

The name was popular among early Christians as a way of showing their hopes for eternal life.

 In our Household she is our little princess and priceless!

She gives love unconditionally…

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She is nothing much than fur..

And two big round yellow eyes..

She runs around in rings

See invisible things…

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“Be still.
Sunday is the one day that you need to gather yourself together, and the luminous universe and nature opens.
Lose yourself, and find yourself, and become what you already are.”
That is what Sunday’s are for..

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Capricorns and Unicorns

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 Capricorn and Unicorns a fairy tale story
in my dreams where fairies dancing in my little flower garden

Different colors of purple, pink and white as fairy glow

 falls and twinkle in the midnight twilight.

Their tiny see through wings, flicker in the moonlight
they fall on their back and start giggling..

This is real magic, as they listening to the songs of the frogs

They delighted me, and I know their story just began….

The name of God



Exodus 3:14

New International Version (NIV)

14 God said to Moses, “I am who I am.[a] This is what you are to say to the Israelite s”

This name was so Holy to the Jews that they not even wanted to express it!

Exodus 20:7

King James Version (KJV)

Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.


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I took a chance and I believed,

A promise is a very special thing

A promise can be empty if it’s just a bunch of scattered words,

I can only watch and see what time hold for me,

and I wish you never fail me.

Tick-tock, tick-tock, the clock is moving..

Hope is there for those who wait and see…

My words are my prayers..

My hopes are my promises!

Looking back @ 2012

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A year with much sweet as sour…
A lot of lessons, mistakes, tears which are covered by happy smiles…
My engagement – one of the highlights…Now I know we will always be together…
When my son got his final results – meaning he got the papers – finally his Bsc Degree….

a Very painful situation when I realised that the girl he loves…is not my choice for him…
But slowly I come to closure with the situation that I have to accept her if I don’t want to lose my son…
This keep me on my knees….close to God at this stage…

My wishes for 2013 are that we all experience only good!!!
No pain…no sorrow or sadness…!!

Perhaps that is not possible…but I want this for everyone reading this…including myself…!

Thank you everyone who are following me for many years…or months…;-)
I’m always so super excited to approve a comment…yea ….yea!!

So with this…I’m glad to say GOOD- BYE to 2012, and a very welcome to 2013!!

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